打起精神寫這篇”悲傷時刻表”, 彷彿諷刺的回應自己12/10所刊登的幸福方程式, 當時的我表面上是安逸的, 孰不知生命嚴峻的考驗悄悄巃罩, 傷逝,恐懼,愧疚,思念如漩渦吞噬, 我失去如忠實伴侶心靈支柱的愛貓Fifi, 這一連串的劇變迫我面對自己的愚昧,懦弱,和無能. 以吃來營造幸福的先決條件是健康的心境, 此時此刻的我味覺全失, 仍然吃睡, 卻是動物求生的本能.
Friday, December 26, 2008
Thursday, December 18, 2008
啟程 Fifi’s Farewell
這一個星期暴雨來襲, 氣溫驟降, 凝視著生命力一點一滴蒸發在空氣裡的Fifi, 心的一部分也漸漸衰弱, 不是早知道歡樂聚, 離別苦的嗎? 為什麼就是捨不得? 所有收養寵物的主人都明白小動物們會早一步離開這個世界, 為什麼我們還要敞開心房, 讓這些可惡的小傢伙偷走我們珍貴的情感… 再也不歸還, 又偏偏留下那麼多溫柔可愛的記憶… 以後天黑下班回家, 看不到等待我的胖嘟嘟小身影, 教我怎麼辦? 失去的愛和生命的滅絕, 這麼荒涼的路為什麼只能獨個兒走?
因為小V的異位性皮膚炎, 因為期望一家早日團聚, 我常有意無意想著, 如果老貓Fifi能夠壽終正寢, 安上極樂kitty heaven, 也許我良心的重枷就卸下了… 事到臨頭, 才瞭解在生命面前, 人只能謙卑而軟弱. Sapphire不只是一隻寵物, 牠也是我深愛的家庭一份子, baby, I’ll do anything, 把妳留在這個世界.
因為小V的異位性皮膚炎, 因為期望一家早日團聚, 我常有意無意想著, 如果老貓Fifi能夠壽終正寢, 安上極樂kitty heaven, 也許我良心的重枷就卸下了… 事到臨頭, 才瞭解在生命面前, 人只能謙卑而軟弱. Sapphire不只是一隻寵物, 牠也是我深愛的家庭一份子, baby, I’ll do anything, 把妳留在這個世界.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
12/16 Sagittarius Jane Austen
12/2 Sagittarius Maria Callas
Sagittarius ILYIT
SBL 4 I Love You It’s True released in March 2004
Customized to have mohair and sleepy eyes
Trixie was all about lavish faux fur, animal prints, and velvet for winter; bright silk, white linen, and matching espadrilles in each color for summer.
One would never have guessed that Trixie was a feather weight champion in weight lifting. After she retired from the sport, she started loading up her home and closet to achieve spiritual balance.
Mantra: Live with your subconsciousness
Dream Escape: Shopping spree at the Via Condotti of Rome.
Customized to have mohair and sleepy eyes
Trixie was all about lavish faux fur, animal prints, and velvet for winter; bright silk, white linen, and matching espadrilles in each color for summer.
One would never have guessed that Trixie was a feather weight champion in weight lifting. After she retired from the sport, she started loading up her home and closet to achieve spiritual balance.
Mantra: Live with your subconsciousness
Dream Escape: Shopping spree at the Via Condotti of Rome.
季節之詩 Rendezvous In Ginza
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
幸福方程式 The Tasty Affinity
Sunday, December 7, 2008
美食零時差 Gourmet Express
我的存在是活生生的矛盾, 既是視覺系, 常憑包裝購物, 逛銀座簡直是走入一整個誘惑的森林, 財力不足也要瞪眼吞下一顆顆靈感的維他命. 一方面又覺物慾橫流罪惡感奇重, 大哉問一起不知不覺晃進存在主義的漩渦, 完全是升斗小民的No Exit… 除去過度包裝不環保外, 這些美食便利包還真造福懶人如我, 在調時差的渾噩twilight zone, 投映一道溫暖脾胃的光芒!
甘味古剎虎屋, 在店裡用的季節限定栗蜜果子, 外帶的黑砂糖羊羹 綿密柔滑細緻, love is a temple, love a higher love, you lead me to enter and then you make me crawl…
甘味古剎虎屋, 在店裡用的季節限定栗蜜果子, 外帶的黑砂糖羊羹 綿密柔滑細緻, love is a temple, love a higher love, you lead me to enter and then you make me crawl…