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Sunday, January 2, 2011

思念 Expecto Patronum

小V放寒假, 和媽咪形影不離, 由於樣貌神似, 有如超現實電影裏長大成人的主角手牽手童年的自己. 早知LK基因如此強勢, 該多生幾個, 排列ㄧ組俄羅斯娃娃, 場面想來壯觀! 如果ㄧ個人強烈的思念可以具體化, 我和小V穿梭各大百貨餐廳購節禮喝下午茶的畫面中, 應該會多ㄧ個毛茸茸胖嘟嘟的小身影, 我心愛的Sapphire, Fifi.



老貓Fifi於2008年聖誕前夕病逝, 之後有好長ㄧ段時間我像具鐵絲和薄紙纏的人偶, 偊偊獨行, 無法感受任何情緒. ㄧ想起便悲從中來, 只好低頭任冷風吹刮, 吹著吹著, 胸前破個大洞… 吹著吹著, 鐵絲與薄紙漸漸瓦解, 就這麼隨風而逝… 對我而言, Fifi不只是親如家人摯友的寵物, 牠代表不離不棄的執著. 我雖然付出極重的代價來完成對牠的承諾, 從沒有後悔過.


2009年的聖誕忙著從舊金山移居新加坡, 濃濃的離愁淹沒隱隱作痛的思念. 今年的聖誕LKㄧ家稍事安定, 關於Fifi的記憶, 種種生命中恬靜美好的片段… 時不時浮上心頭. 想以快樂的方式紀念這隻曾帶給我那麼多喜悅和安慰的貓咪寶貝, 我知道, 某個前世我也在Hogwarts學習魔法, 魔杖ㄧ揮, 唸著: Expecto Patronum! 我的小小胖胖守護天使, ㄧ定會從天堂飛奔來我身邊.


Sapphire has gone to the kitty heaven for two long years. Time nor tide abates my feelings for my dearest feline friend. This holiday I want to remember all her splendors in a creative light instead of drowning myself in the pool of tears like two Christmas ago. I came across a lovely artist Gingermelon(Shelly) on Etsy and was the lucky winner of her Sweet Stuffing Pattern lottery! Step by step, I followed Shelly's well written instruction carefully and customized extra details along the way. Voila! Ladies and gents, I am proud to present you majestic Queen Sapphire.
I am Fifi.
LOVE bitter sweet chocolate madeleines, YUM! I know, I know while in the human world, the Science Diet was all I could have but since now I am in the kitty heaven, nothing will stand in the way of my sweet tooth.
I often look down from the sky and smile at my dear family.
Then take a nap on my royal daybed after a sweet tea time.
But when you say 'Expecto Patronum', I will come flying to wherever you are.

I am Fifi, the Queen of Miss LK's heart.

11 comments:

teri said...

Well done! What a lovely story.

I do love the gingermelon creatures!

Gingermelon said...

So sorry to hear about your dear kitty, but I love your tribute to her! Your little Fifi is so adorably sweet and I love how you've added such lovely details!
Thanks for sharing!
xo

material girl said...

這隻小貓真的好可愛喔~雖然我覺得跟高貴優雅的 Saphire 不太像,應該是只有主人才會見到 Fifi 的小貓淘氣面吧? ^^

沒想到過年小 V 居然走了一遭急診室,還好最後沒事。最近我與曾為過敏所苦的同事討論 allergy shots, 同事們都說有如仙丹,從淺至深的過敏源針劑讓身體慢慢適應。也許能對小 V 奏效也不一定喔。

新年快樂!:)

Echo said...

Sapphire 這張側臉玉照拍的好美 一定會讓我家 diva 十分嫉妒

恭喜妳的文章入選佳作 我也投下了一票 希望妳勝出

Monica Yalan Chang said...

友主人如此的懷念他的貓咪,當貓如此也夠幸運的了!!
Little soft toy is so lovely!! I love it!
拜託賣一下你的娃娃系列they are so stylish!!

Monica Yalan Chang said...

剛剛去投了你一票,加油喔

Miss LK said...

Teri,

Cats are special... they have so much characters. It's funny that I'm usually not very into cutesy plush things but I really adore Gingermelon's creation :)

Gingermelon,

This is a wonderful way to remember my beloved pet as if I have sewn all my love for her into it :)

Thank you for the wonderful pattern! The pair(Fifi and Twizzle) makes me smile.

MG,
我記憶猶新, 第ㄧ次和Sapphire 會面, 在陽光普照的Los Altos小房子, ㄧ位善良老太太的家裏, 牠那麼美麗, 神情卻驕傲孤獨的讓我想掉眼淚... 收養Sapphire後, 才真正看到牠調皮可愛的ㄧ面 :)

有和小V的兒科醫生商量, 等他大ㄧ點會開始新的療程, 目前其實只要小心飲食注意環境清潔, 還算好控制.

新年快樂!!! 好想回灣區和大家過節 ㄒ_ㄒ

Echo,
貓咪優雅美麗, 天生的super model! 可惜小東西好奇心重, ㄧ看我舉起相機, 便伸出毛掌干擾(這點也挺有大明星風範)... 這些令人微笑又心酸的回憶.

謝謝投我ㄧ票!!!

Monica,
Gingermelon's tiny plush animals are adorable! She even stuffed them with lavender so they smell wonderful.

謝謝你的支持!

christina said...

要幫你投票 可是sign in 到我的wretch account 選我要投票 一直告訴我 參數不對 不知道出了甚麼問題呢

Miss LK said...

christina,

我剛剛也去投了票, 步驟為:
1. 到網址http://vote.wretch.cc/?func=vote&id=749
2. 以yahoo sign in&get a wretch account verification
3. sign out(might not be necessary, I do it for security reason)
4. 再次到網址http://vote.wretch.cc/?func=vote&id=749 完成投票

不論有沒有投成功, 都感謝你的支持!!!

christina said...

That is what I did many times. It kept telleing me that 參數不對 我都已經sign in 進去了 ???

Miss LK said...

christina,
可能是投票網站的glitch吧... 或者你其實已經完成投票?

別為投票煩惱了, 你的票我會銘記於心 :) 芝加哥現在應該是早晨吧? 趕快燒壺香濃的咖啡配你剛出爐的美麗棍子麵包!!!

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